Letters to Kristofer

YOU WILL BE MISSED

-----October 12, 2008 @ 11:48 pm

I cant beleive its been a year already! it feels like just yesterday that we were all back at vals the night you past away talking about you and thinking what we were going to do without you.Well kris watch over the family and remember I love you krissy bear!


KatrinaOctober 12, 2008 @ 3:48 pm

Kris,



Just wanted to say we are always thinking of you. Miss you more and more as the days go on. Love you.


Bryan S. MooreOctober 12, 2008 @ 1:04 am

Kristofer,

You will be missed for the rest of our lives. Today is your 1 year anniversary of your passing. It seems as it was yesterday when this all happened. I have wished every day for the last year that it was just a dream, why cant I just wake up from this nightmare but when the day ends I just realize its all to real. It dont matter where I am at, there is always something that reminds me of you. I know I dont talk about your death all the time to people but I know you are next to me everytime I think about you. We were in the store yesterday and looking at Halloween stuff and Jordan said it me, "Dad, lets get this "Boneyard" sign" I said, "What do you want to do with that?" Jordan said, "We can hang it up and be next to kris again" (He calls your gravesite the boneyard). I just smiled at him and put it in the shopping cart. Kristofer, I will never understand why this had to happen to you but I know your up in Heaven thanking GOD for giving you the greatest gift ever, Eternal Happiness! We love you always and you will always be in our hearts forever. I love you Kris.

Bryan S. Moore and Jordan K. Moore


BrendaOctober 12, 2008 @ 12:12 am

Dear Kristofer,

It's so hard to believe that it has been a year since you left us. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You were a very important part of my life. Today we will try to remember all the good things. I know that you are in a wonderful place and it is selfish to wish you back with us, but sometimes I do. I will try really hard to make today a happy one because I know that's what you would want. We will send lots of love to you up in heaven today so be looking! Kris, you will always be one of the best things that ever happened to me. I will love you forever......Mom


...October 3, 2008 @ 11:56 pm

Kris,

This was about the time that our lives changed forever! It's something that we'll never forget and probably never get over! I'll never forget that voice mail that I answered about 4 am. from Bryan saying that you had been in a horrible wreck! I knew it was very serious when I heard his voice...my heart sank... I felt as if I couldn't breathe...I felt like "Our" lives were over! Our worst nightmare was finally coming true! Someone in the family hurt very badly and not a thing we could do about it! All I could do was cry and pray for the best! I just can't imagine what Val, Ronnie, Ashley,Katrina, Ken, Lisa, Brandon, Jason and Anglea had to endure that first night just being their in the room! I will never forget hearing Lisa and Katrina SCREAMING over the phone in pain for you knowing they couldn't help you! And how calm Valerie was! And hearing Jason break down for his little brother! And then there's Mom and Dad... I still can't imagine what there life has been like since this tragic accident! It hurts so bad losing a brother...I can't imagine if it were one of my children. And Melissa...being a nurse that she is...having to watch you lay there knowing what was next for you! Probably the most horrible thing she'll ever endure in her nursing career!

When we all arrived all I can remember is how helpless you were lying there...swollen and tubes everywhere! And when we all stood around your bed and prayed for you...I hope you knew we were there for you Kris!

I know you knew how much you were loved! I know you knew you weren't alone in that room that night...the boys tickling your feet...that tear that fell down your face... I know you knew you weren't alone! I hope you went peacefully and without pain! I hope you weren't scared...and frightened...I hope you were met with lots of family all around you! I hope you knew how much you were loved! I know this year has been one that we all never thought we'd have to go through...lots of tears and anger..saddness and guilt... pain and heartache...lots of loneless and helplessness...I hope you knew just how much we loved you! You "ARE" one the the best things about our family I think that we can all agree...lots of great memories...lots of laughs... I'm just glad I got the chance to call you my little brother ... just wish you were here longer so we could have many memories of you growing old with all of us! Please know that there will never be a day that we don't think of you Kris...you'll forever be a "Moore" and I'll be forever proud to talk about my Little Brother Kristofer who's memories will live on forever! We Love You Kris...


BrendaSeptember 29, 2008 @ 10:48 pm

Dear Kris,

Tonight was the first time that I got to see where you had your accident. It was truly a miracle that you survived as long as you did. As I looked at those picture's my heart felt like it would shatter into a million pieces all over again! God must've been riding with you that night or else you wouldn't have been able to last long enough for all of us to get there to be with you....for that I am grateful. I couldn't help but feel how terrified you must've been. My heart aches thinking about the fear that you must've been feeling....not knowing what had happened or where you were, and being alone. I know that you were probably thinking "Dad, Mom, anybody...where are you?" Help me, I need you!" My mind and my heart will never be able to grasp this horrific thing that has happend to our family. I will miss you forever and I will love you even longer.........Mom


MissySeptember 20, 2008 @ 10:58 pm

Kris,

It's again another one of those nights. We all think of you each and everyday. The day you had your horrible/horrific accident is coming up real soon. It is so hard to believe that you have been gone almost a year now. I was just re-reading the Article about you that mom wrote. It was such a nice letter. We must all try to remember that you gave the gift of life to so many people. While it is so hard on all of us losing you in such a tragic way, you were able to provide life for so many. We miss you so much. I must say it has not gotten any easier for any of us!!! Please remember that we all love and miss you so much!!!!!! You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Actually you are probably praying for all of us that we could be with you!!! I know your smiling because you were always smiling!!!! Pray for all of us!!! Love and miss you more than you will ever know!!! Love, Missy xoxoxoxox


!!!September 10, 2008 @ 12:13 pm

Hey Kris,



I know I don't really write you. It's still very hard to come to terms that you have passed. I wish everyday that you would of just stayed at work or just went home after the bike show. But, thats what it will always be a wish. I miss you so much. Your date is coming up and its going to be really hard. I hope I can get threw it. I think about you all the time. I was looking at old pictures the other day and it makes me laugh and cry seeing you and everyone happy as can be. I really hope this gets easier and I hope your enjoying your new home. Just remember I love you so much and I will never forget you ever. I still tell people I have four brothers and I still talk about you. I can't wait to see you one day..love you kris



Love......


ValerieAugust 27, 2008 @ 7:48 pm

Hi Kris- I know it's been a while. Sometimes I think you are having a ball up in heaven, but then I think it might also be a little lonely without all of us with you. ( You know you miss all of our bickering and fighting...haha)



Jennifer and Nick's baby Tycen isn't doing so well right now. So pull in some favors and keep him here with his parents....they need him so much right now and later, much later when he's old; then you can meet him in heaven.

Love, Val


BrendaAugust 26, 2008 @ 5:39 pm

Dear Kristofer,

Jen and Nick had their baby this afternoon. He has your first name as his middle name. Tycen Kristofer Baber.

He's beautiful....Mom


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